Awfully difficult!

Awfully difficult!

A few years ago I had to do a commission of a family portrait. Three children on the same canvas. The youngest six years old, the oldest thirteen. I had an appointment on Saturday for a first meeting and Sunday to do the photo session. During my first visit I noticed immediately that the lighting in the room where I should take the pictures, would cause problems. A low winter sun was shining full on the kids and I wanted to avoid that at all costs. That I had experienced before and knew what to do.

I had to mask the window with transparant paper to filter the sunlight.
I had to mask the window with transparant paper to filter the sunlight.

I would have to mask the big window with transparent paper so that the sunlight would be filtered. I had no transparent paper with me, but I had time to go and buy. The only thing I could get in the stationery store was a box of loose sheets, A3 size. So I bought that, and some tape. Well prepared, I returned the next morning at the family´s house and began covering the window. Quite a chore. The oldest of the three followed me with scrutiny. He did not trust my method at all and looked at me scornfully. However the shoot went well and in the end the portrait was beautiful. I delivered the large painting. When the canvas was unpacked, the oldest stared in amazement at the result. He looked at me and asked, did you make that? I nodded. “You mean you really did this yourself? But that’s awfully difficult!” He said in disbelief. After all that fumbling with transparent paper he had no high opinion of me.

Awfully difficult! And such reactions I hear frequently: “I cannot understand how you can do this” I realize there is a lot of mystique and wonder about what we, portrait painters, do. So I decided to prepare a lecture on portrait painting. That will be in the castle of Heeswijk Dinther in Holland next autumn. Later I will give you more information.

I will give a lecture on portrait painting at Kateel Heeswijk Dinther in october this year.
I will give a lecture on portrait painting at Kateel Heeswijk Dinther in october 2013.

3 Replies to “Awfully difficult!”

  1. Hi, Ben
    I read this wonderful story today morning and it has made my day. Thank you for sharing. By the way we had your spinach pancakes last Friday and they were delicious. But we cook spinach in water with milk.
    Karl Taylor, a photographer, suggests blocking the direct sun by hanging a shower curtain on the window pane . It is easy to attach with a masking tape. I think it’s a great idea.
    Have a nice day
    Bozena

    1. Hi Bozena.
      Spinach in milk is what I will try next time! Also the shower curtain. Thanks.Best
      Ben

  2. Ha!!!!
    You sometimes when asked ” how do i do, what i do in my painting process?” and quite frankly …I don’t even know myself. And to this day ii am still amazed,that when i stand back and see the end of a painting i just finished,it all seems like …magic.so much so i cannot even believe I made the painting.
    I am not conscience of the process,but i am so absorbed and love what i am creating (and that i can create) that by the time i am finished,i look at the painting and think……”i did that?” I have been truly blessed with a fine gift, and blessed to come to know of your work and words of encouragement.

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